Uncertainty

I am not gonna say how long it has been. It is long that I lost myself in a capitalism, chaos, and hated world. 'Uncertainty'. The thing that everyone wants to avoid, and do not want to meet it. Why? because it intrudes our security,which will affect our goals, purposes, needs, and so on. I have asked myself a lot of time if I am doing my everyday life productively because I do not want to lose chances to earn, but I totally forgot the key, which is the 'journey' while I was making money. I forgot to feel happy and do what I really want to. I have learnt from experiencing uncertainties. I am not over it, I have to be honest, but at least I am aware. Uncertainties can happen all the time, instead of avoiding it and pretend to not care about it, we must face it and see what happens. Sometimes, life is about change the directions of your journey and decide not to go to the same direction you knew that it will send you to the destination. Maybe a round of a ride, to see if there are other ways, you may find something different, interesting, and meaningful even if the new way you try is scarier and tougher. Owing to the relationships, uncertainty is another form of deluging yourself, you can force your self to please someone unconsciously just because you worried about the change, or you make promises with someone you loved, and care. You may think that it is the right thing to do and you are okay with it, so do they. However, at some point you may realize that one day those you think it is certain becomes a change and all you know is ending up to handle or unable to handle with the change and uncertainties. Eventually, you are dealing with disappointment, anger and sadness. If you do not want to feel negative about it, you can at least aware of the uncertainties more. My thoughts are to: * Be sure to BE YOURSELF and accept others to be themselves too. * Be sure to work hard, but play hard (remember the word 'Balance') * Be sure to do what you want and care what others will think less. * Be sure to speak less but listen and act more * Be sure to stay present and focus on the moment * Be sure to aware of uncertainties. Uncertainties will come sooner or later. Be positive, move on, and your fear will go away as long as you accepted the uncertainties and changes. AW.