Heart and Brain

Wait a minute , it has been almost three months since my last update?? I'm not kidding you why I left my blog this long. I've been extremely busy with a few things that I feel bad for myself from lacking of a constant discipline. It has been okay for me to learn new things, to adjust quick and to try to forget negative stuff out of my life. Yoga practices have been incredible, I gotta say soon enough I can achieve my dreams :) when I say it "soon" , I meant it D: I've heard issues from my colleagues, they pass their experiences to me; many issues at work especially a poor and ineffective boss whose has a little heart and low level of mercy! Anyway.. Not to mention about it but this brings my positive energy down, and I try so hard not to pay attention to this matter. I just could not stand how a person whose mask is always on the face and behind the smile is a sharp knife.. This reminds me of how we all can be selfish to get what we want? No, this is not a human nature.. instead this is human unconscious behaviors that overlap with the morality while they still say that they know what morality is. At the end of the day, I still think what goes around comes around and this situation makes me think that we should judge people by their attentions. So,I am admitted that 'I am imperfect' in the moral sense, because I really do play the roles the societies have given me. We all are not truly who we really are! Trust me that no one is and will never. For certain people are nearly possible, but still impossible. Why ?? I hate to say that it is the way it is since we were born, everything is unnatural but surrounded by what your parents, societies, governments, environment and as such that has continually embraced you that you do not even remember of how pure your soul ever was ? Recently, I try to change the way I think and who I was, and then I realized that to change who you really are before is difficult but you can do it for better. Human attitudes can simply be controlled by a remote control that he/she is actually holding it all the time! Well.. If you know how to control your heart by using your brain, things will come... I didn't mean that people who use the brain to think are bad, they just start learning the balance between their hearts and minds, which I strongly believe that it's true where the two things must be balanced. Let's say you can not let all your emotions go to every one at anytime and anywhere! Meanwhile, you can not also allow your brain to think over your heart for all events because you are human, who have hearts and naive nature.. One thing may be suitable to use the brain, another thing may be better to let the heart leads.. it depends on situations, but these two things must always go together, not one or the other. " You can not be a human without a heart, neither nor brain " AW.