Today's post I decide to focus on my flow thoughts. My B-day this year had already past peacefully with inside joy and happiness.
I have to say.. every birthday comes with a progressive of life. Life has changed abound with responsiblieis and love. Love for others, and less for my self. I am quirkier, and sometimes I feel that there are two persons in me. One is a devil and another is an angel. I have no idea how much I have pushed my self, I know that there is a certain ability in me and it keeps telling me to fight no matter how hard life is. That's life , it is full of entertainment, excitement, surprises, and lessons. I have been spending time with my self this year more than anything else. The less time I have for my parents due to my works and responsibilities. However, I'm ver blessed that I can at least take care of them and I'm a proud daughter.
Things have been steadily insane for me. On and off ,and up and down with a serial confused emotions. I considered this a good thing, it makes me a stronger person ever. I have been through dramatic sides for a while and found life is interesting and it's not endless as long as you are breathing. I asked myself last night who do I live for?, the answer is.. I live for me. Others are a part of my life and without them there will be no 'me' existence.
Funny enough, the friendship side is fading away when you grow up...You and your friends have tasks and roles to play in society, in the life cycle. The time spending with each other has automatically been cut off. I just thought that real friendship is priceless and hard to find. But at least I got some true friendship in my life.
Love is meaningful energy for me. Without it, I'm drowned. I have tested many times with love and possession. The two things are the different thing but most of us perceived both as one. You don't love because you are fear of loneliness and you don't love to possess someone to be yours. Love is not an object, it's the feeling you have for someone no matter what, and how. I have been in love, and my love is waking up to know that there is someone who live and care for me for real.
This year I emphasise on materialistic perception and I still think we don't need to live and follow what others told u. Breaking the social norms for me is creativity as long as it doesn't break the law ( by the facts that you don't want to be behind the bars, not how good and reliable the laws are. ) I would just say, go for it, go for your guts and you will see the reason behinds why you act. I get bored of the same thoughts and thoughts that were put or obstructed by cultures. It gets to your brains and sometimes the judgement does not come from the person himself, but an unawareness of cultural dominance. I'm not saying cultures are bad, but we just need to open our eyes wider and receive the other perspectives to overcome our fear of the uncertain situations or own cultures and norms.
Overall picture, this year for me is not bad at all and I hope for better..
AW.
31/3/58
what about me ?
Today's post I decide to focus on my flow thoughts. My B-day this year had already past peacefully with inside joy and happiness.
I have to say.. every birthday comes with a progressive of life. Life has changed abound with responsiblieis and love. Love for others, and less for my self. I am quirkier, and sometimes I feel that there are two persons in me. One is a devil and another is an angel. I have no idea how much I have pushed my self, I know that there is a certain ability in me and it keeps telling me to fight no matter how hard life is. That's life , it is full of entertainment, excitement, surprises, and lessons. I have been spending time with my self this year more than anything else. The less time I have for my parents due to my works and responsibilities. However, I'm ver blessed that I can at least take care of them and I'm a proud daughter.
Things have been steadily insane for me. On and off ,and up and down with a serial confused emotions. I considered this a good thing, it makes me a stronger person ever. I have been through dramatic sides for a while and found life is interesting and it's not endless as long as you are breathing. I asked myself last night who do I live for?, the answer is.. I live for me. Others are a part of my life and without them there will be no 'me' existence.
Funny enough, the friendship side is fading away when you grow up...You and your friends have tasks and roles to play in society, in the life cycle. The time spending with each other has automatically been cut off. I just thought that real friendship is priceless and hard to find. But at least I got some true friendship in my life.
Love is meaningful energy for me. Without it, I'm drowned. I have tested many times with love and possession. The two things are the different thing but most of us perceived both as one. You don't love because you are fear of loneliness and you don't love to possess someone to be yours. Love is not an object, it's the feeling you have for someone no matter what, and how. I have been in love, and my love is waking up to know that there is someone who live and care for me for real.
This year I emphasise on materialistic perception and I still think we don't need to live and follow what others told u. Breaking the social norms for me is creativity as long as it doesn't break the law ( by the facts that you don't want to be behind the bars, not how good and reliable the laws are. ) I would just say, go for it, go for your guts and you will see the reason behinds why you act. I get bored of the same thoughts and thoughts that were put or obstructed by cultures. It gets to your brains and sometimes the judgement does not come from the person himself, but an unawareness of cultural dominance. I'm not saying cultures are bad, but we just need to open our eyes wider and receive the other perspectives to overcome our fear of the uncertain situations or own cultures and norms.
Overall picture, this year for me is not bad at all and I hope for better..
AW.
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